So, Here I Am

Married and everything.

Ring on me finger to prove it.

I suppose I should be glad that I didn't have an intense feeling of "wrong".

Of course, it would have been nice if I had an intense feeling of "right", but that didn't happen either.

I feel a bit less stressed by it all now. It doesn't seem to be on my mind as much.

I guess that's because there isn't an event looming ahead that makes you think about it all.

When I asked her just a few days before the wedding whether she thought we should go for some counselling or something and she agreed we probably should, it was a little depressing. I wished she'd have said that when I'd mentioned it about a month earlier. Getting married with the prospect of counselling to follow just doesn't feel the right way of doing things.
We haven't done anything about it since we got back. There's a bunch of other things we do need to sort out first, before we stop procrastinating and finally get around to doing something about it.

I'm not really sure what I want to say at the moment. I just thought I'd say something, really.

Bye for now.

By the way...

Got married ;)

On honeymoon.

Bye for now

Calm

I do still feel surprising calm, and relatively positive.

Given that I now notice the time and see it is technically The Big Day, I think that's good ;)

Wish me luck! (I'll probably need it once I start trying to get to sleep ;)